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A Woman of Faith, Creativity, and Conviction

Cathryn Achilles passed at the age 32 years old in Medford, OR. She was first and foremost a woman of deep faith in Jesus Christ. Ryn’s world was shaped by the physical limitations set by Ataxia-Telangiectasia, but in her perspective, those same limitations were a gift—she was able to see her great God for who He truly is, without the stumbling blocks that most Christians experience in the endless pursuit of autonomy. Ryn knew God as the perfect Father, the just King, the wise Healer, her Savior and her truest love.

Ryn was an artist, through and through—romantic, optimistic, and creative. She was moved by music, cinema, animation, and storytelling in all forms.

Her strong moral code served as the lens through which she saw herself and the world around her. She was always in pursuit of what is noble and pure.

Ryn loved others with abandon, in all the ways she was able. She took great joy in gift-giving, hunting down the perfect treasures that spoke to the hearts of her friends and family. Her quick wit and love of wordplay made her an excellent conversationalist, for those of us lucky enough to spend meaningful time with her.

She was driven by conviction, to such an extent that some might describe her as stubborn. But Ryn learned that without such dogged determination, her voice would not be heard, and that simply wouldn’t do. She was gifted with a unique perspective, and used every creative outlet at her disposal to share it, to the glory of her Creator.

The Physical Impact of Ataxia-Telangiectasia

Ataxia-Telangiectasia (A-T) is a genetic disease that cripples a body’s ability to self-repair. The resulting symptoms mirror many other diseases, making A-T difficult to diagnose. Instead of developing properly, children experience degeneration most notably in the cerebellum. The common first sign of the disease is an unsteady walk from the earliest of ages (ataxia). The ongoing degeneration of the cerebellum leads to a number of other neurological issues including challenges with speech, eating, fine motor skills, and eye movement. The disease causes the appearance of “spider veins” on the surface of the eyes and skin (telangiectasias).
As children with A-T grow, many of their other body systems may also decline, including portions of the digestive system, respiratory system, and immune system. There is no cure for the disease, and no way to reverse the degeneration. Therapies focus primarily on symptoms of the disease, though many promising, life-extending therapies are in research and trial phases (see the A-T Children’s Project).
Ryn was diagnosed at age 1 as failure to thrive. She was underweight and malnourished. Her growth rate was off the charts — as in “below the bottom of the page.” She endured endless tests for everything from celiac disease to mitochondrial disorders. After beginning to walk, she never stood perfectly straight and quite often fell. She enjoyed a few years of dance and gymnastics, but despite her best efforts, struggled to maintain her balance.

Her diagnosis came through a geneticist in the Lucille Packard Children’s Hospital at Stanford, when Cathryn was 8 years old. She very quickly was given a G-tube, and once her body started receiving proper levels of nutrition, she gained weight steadily and attained a new level of health. Yet the neurological effects of the disease ran their course. At age 9 she used a walker, and by age 10, she was using a wheelchair.

Through the years, she has endured diabetes with massive doses of insulin, breast cancer, skin cancer, a kidney tumor, respiratory infections, continued loss of motor skills, liver cirrhosis, and a seemingly innumerable number of small daily effects that challenged her ability to perform the basic necessities of being alive.

Although 23 years after receiving a diagnosis, she has left this world for the Golden Streets, we are grateful for the improvements in treatments that allowed Ryn to enjoy life 10-15 years longer than originally expected.

A Remarkable Journey

Reflecting on significant points of time in Ryn’s life

  • July 1, 1991

    Cathryn Dianne Achilles is born in Pasadena, CA
  • 1992

    Around the age of 1, Cathryn is diagnosed as failure to thrive due to malnourishment, ataxia, and dysarthric speech. The quest for a cause begins.
  • 1995

    Move from Pasadena, CA to Hollister, CA.

    During these years, Cathryn is tested for celiac disease, muscular dystrophy, muscular sclerosis, mitochondrial disorders — all to no avail.
  • April 2000

    A diagnosis arrives at long last from Stanford Children’s, a heavy reality in tow. Cathryn (age 8) is found to have been born with the extremely rare, degenerative, and terminal Ataxia-Telangiectasia.

  • Fall 2000

    Cathryn and family make a cross country trip to see the only specialist on A-T in the US at Johns Hopkins in Baltimore, MD.

  • Fall 2000

    Due to her terminal diagnosis, Ryn gets a call from the Make-A-Wish Foundation. Her wish is for a shopping spree! The experience includes a limo ride, a trip to the mall, and special dinner at Outback Steakhouse — one of Ryn’s favorite places to eat.

  • December 2000

    Ryn has G-tube put in to help her get much-needed nutrients.

    She begins using a walker, but transitions to a wheelchair 6 months later.

  • 2003

    Cathryn attends her first Joni & Friends Family Retreat, which immediately becomes a crucial annual tradition and highlight. Ryn once said that JAF camp is the only time a year she feels completely seen.

  • 2006

    Ryn and family participate in their first Labor Day Half Marathon/5K event at Disneyland to fundraise for the the A-T Children’s Project, a tradition that would last 12 years.

  • 2008

    Move from Hollister, CA to Wheatland, CA.

  • 2009

    Ryn graduates from high school after an at-home charter program, having a ceremony at the JAF Family Retreat.

    She takes a senior trip to Prince Edward Island, Canada (known as the home of Anne of Green Gables by Lucy Maud Montgomery).

  • 2011

    Cathryn is diagnosed with diabetes, a complication of A-T. Her family gets the call about the diagnosis on the way to Disneyland for a July 4th “Camp Grandma” Family Reunion.

    Around this time and in the years following, Ryn has several skin cancer scares.

  • 2011

    Another beloved annual tradition is born as Ryn joins friend Chad Wildoner (who also has A-T) at the Sonora Celtic Faire for the first time.

  • 2012

    Ryn always celebrates her birthday in a big way, and her 21st birthday is no exception. She hosts a fancy-dress ball.

    Her diabetes proves to be very difficult to manage in this time, and continues this way for the rest of her life. She requires massive doses of insulin and experiences many years of difficult reactions to medications intended to help.

  • 2015

    Cathryn checks an adventure off her list with a cruise to Alaska.

  • 2016

    More adventure, this time overseas! Cathryn gets to see London and Cornwall, United Kingdom. One highlight: Meeting up with another A-T family at the Natural History Museum in London.

  • Spring 2017

    Ryn travels to Mexico to personally deliver quilts to The House of Mercy in Ensenada.

  • Fall 2017

    A mysterious kidney tumor causes some upheaval, accompanied by surgery and a scary 18 days in the hospital for Ryn. At length, the tumor is determined not to be malignant, after being studied at Harvard, UCSF, and UC Davis.

  • Winter 2017

    Cathryn and her journey inspiries an original musical. The Season of Giving, written by Betsy Johnson, is performed by The Acting Company in Yuba City, CA benefiting the A-T Children’s Project.

  • 2019

    Ryn is diagnosed with breast cancer. Two surgeries are able to remove all the malignancy.

    Move from Wheatland, CA to Medford, OR.

  • 2021

    After more than a year of writing with the help of Storyworth, Ryn completes an autobiographical collection of Memories & Thoughts About Life.

    In July, Cathryn turns 30, a milestone no one expected.

  • 2022

    Ryn’s health gets much more complicated with a diagnosis of liver cirrhosis — yet another complication of A-T.

  • February 2023

    After 14 years of devotion and determination, Ryn publishes a fantasy novel, A Miracle in Mellyndale. She began writing this novel in 2009, and in 2015 gained a helper. Her friend Sarah Finn dedicated weekly time over 6+ years to assist Ryn in documenting and shaping the story in her head.

    On February 11th, Ryn got to have a book signing at her local Christian bookstore. What a fun celebration!

  • March 2023

    Ryn is hospitalized for aspiration pneumonia and gets a stint put in her liver to mitigate the affects of the liver cirrhosis.

  • Spring and Summer 2023

    Cathryn makes some trips to visit loved ones, including a birthday trip to California. On July 1st, she turns 32 years old.

  • August 15, 2023

    After a 6-day hospital stay with another bout of aspiration pneumonia, Ryn decides it was high time she went Home and stop all this “medical stuff,” as she liked to call it.

  • September 2, 2023

    Cathryn’s home church in Medford, OR hosts a memorial service.